Simply my thoughts... because sometimes, i need express it.
Sometimes it's difficult to me to come up with a positive comment or thought when i talk with others. Anyway, my reasons for being here (FB, dA, etc) are quite different to others and i hope my doc understand me in this ( i need work, i need contact with my friends by example but Im aware i need rest without to do nothing but i'm not so (laze) if im awake i need to keep my focus on my art NOT on my body, because my body is very ill, much pain, much fever, much dizziness, severe cramps bla, bla...)........, but after my last and severe relapse my doc is more hard with me and just now, im here just stopping by saying "Hallo, how are u? Have a good day. Blessings" may be all, me, other patients in my same condition and U need at this moment. Doctors and nurses, God Bless them, come in, come out constantly here but what about the other rest hours in a day? They matter too...
Im alive, not dead yet, true? then doc, let me work on my art .. now, is all i need it.